February 14, 2006
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And for more weirdness from me, I just want to mention (in a much shorter post than the one I devoted to my car) that today was my due date for my second pregnancy. So if she had been born, she would have been 3 years old around now. I honestly hadn't remembered until yesterday. The miscarriage was an interesting experience, and I got over it in a week or so, it seemed. But I still get sad sometimes. Bean was conceived before the due date, so if that baby had made it, I wouldn't have had Bean. It's just the way life works, and I don't really feel like I should be sad, you know? Because I have Bean, but every baby is different, and I can honor my miscarriage as a unique being that might have been, but wasn't.
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This isn't weirdness. It was a loss and being sad seems like a normal reaction to me. (((((((((HUGS)))))))))
Thanks, TB.
I think I just think it's weird that I was so sad about my car, but forgot about this date. Or maybe I didn't forget, I don't know.
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